The British Journal of Psychiatry (2004) 184: A6
© 2004 The Royal College of Psychiatrists
Psychiatry in pictures
CHOSEN BY ROBERT HOWARD
Do you have an image, preferably accompanied by 100 to 200 words of
explanatory text, that you think would be suitable for Psychiatry in Pictures?
Submissions are very welcome and should be sent direct to Dr Allan Beveridge,
Queen Margaret Hospital, Whitefield Road, Dunfermline, Fife KY12 0SU, UK.
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Stephanie Collins (b. 1985), sketch number 14.
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Before I became seriously ill I had always had a passion for art
with an eye on going to either the Ruskin School or doing an Art
History course at Cambridge. At school I gained the Sixth Form Art
Scholarship, but simultaneously began to develop severe depression. Eighteen
months later, I was being held on a Section Three in a local adolescent mental
health unit. During my stay at the hospital I recorded events in my
sketchbook, from my voluntary admission through to discharge five months
later. Any words written in the pictures are generally things I remember
hearing other people say. Sometimes I found this the best way to record things
using other people's descriptions of events where I felt unable to use
my own. This sketch is one of a series of 28 covering the period of
Stephanie's hospitalisation, serious suicide attempt and nasogastric tube
feeding (intrusive hallucinatory voices stopped her from eating). Of this
particular sketch she says: On one-to-one observations as I had been
throughout my Section, I was bombarded with threats and consequences. I was
informed that a bed at the Infirmary was reserved from the morning onwards and
that if I didn't drink before 4 pm I would be taken there immediately.
Later sketches in the series detail her experiences with the nasogastric tube:
Keep swallowing, keep swallowing. Just another foot to go. The
starkness of the images, combined with unforgotten throwaway lines of routine
clinical contact, convey her sense of alienation from those charged to help
her. Although she missed the A-level examinations because of her illness,
Stephanie has been accepted on an Illustration HNC course and is very positive
about the opportunities that this will give her to continue drawing as a
career. With thanks to Stephanie Collins for permission to reproduce her
sketch.